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Tuesday, April 20, 2010, 1:46:00 AM
JoB
Hmm.. So long never update le.. It been two years in ITE and another 2 years in poly and Woa~ I getting old.. I got a job as admin. the Job is not so stressful and compare to my other job is more better. Still not used to the office environment.. I too quiet lei. Typical duties: data-entry, call phone calls.... I'm glad I got a job after searching for so long. Haven talk much to my sisters. Kept my distance coz really nothing to say.. Sometimes I hate myself being an introvert and not a chatterbox.. I feel neglected and unimportant in this family.. It like stranger in the house.. My youngest sister look up to the 2nd sister more than me.. Why? probably I dun talk much.. I quite addicted to porn.. I must admit this.. But it is because they don't talk to me often, then I watch nude woman.. Just to get attention? I realli.. dun know. Aiya.. kind of embarrassed. Everything I feel neglected and lost, I will look at dirty things. I really wish I can changed.. Nothing is impossible.. Maybe other guys out there also have this problem. June.. I think I'll be enlist to NS soon in June~2 months times. Hope to Update more |