Common Test are round the corner... I think I am 65% prepared liao.
Wireless RF and Telecommunication, Subjects that I am taking now. 1 more year down the road and I'll graduated from poly and head off to army life.
I wish only time can fly back..

Yesterday, I was in a foul mood with my sister.. I don't know why I was so angry..
She let her boyfriend stay over night, and says that he's sick.. I don't believe... A sudden rage overcome me and I just couldn't sleep that night... I did something that was unthinkable.. I yell her name and scold her a "Slut".. And then I think i was worry about her. I tot i didn't care her one lol.. I was not so close to her compared to my youngest sister.. lol
That night was the first time I qurrel with her regarding her boyfriend. Actually I just don't wanna care, but something tells me that wrong.. Was I wrong to scold her??

MAybe he is sick.. Maybe ba.. But how can a girl let him stay in her room.. I can't understand..

I realized that maybe I was too protective of her.. Because since young, I don't care lol.. Bully her.. like throw her stuffs, punch her.. lol maybe when i'm older I realized that she's important to me so..




I reaLLY don't want to bother but Its sickening.. lol be it a brother or another sibling.. sick tml school starts..
As I look over my neighbour's children riding on their bicycle, I feel a lost feeling..a long time "we" have not go out together. It bleaks out the loneliness in my family. I thinks everyone has their own problems. No One can be sure who's right only outsiders know better.

If you are reading this blogs, tell me what are I going to do? What will you do in my shose?
Hope that this realli helps me.. lol